by powerangers_08@yahoo.com
there's this one star constellation named Cassiopeia. now, to others, it might not bear any significant meaning (except, perhaps to those who study greek mythology and astrology), but to 3 - 5 million or so fans out there (no kidding), it bears the meaning of pride, talents, greatness, togetherness, faith, brotherhood and sisterhood alike, and a strong bond. its a safe haven to these people and the embrace to return to to the 5 men; whose existence is the core to all of this: to the 4 millions or so people out there, to this faith, this togetherness, this BOND to harvest firsthand.
now whats the reason for me to ramble these? *chuckles* well, its because i FREAKING SAW THE CASSIOPEIA THE OTHER DAY!! lol..
it's too bad i didnt bring a camera with me.. T___T the night was awesome. i was having this camping thing. and we were in the middle of our activity (night-walking, obviously) and i got distracted by the hundreds millions of stars on the sky. oh my GOD.. there were so many of them. while i was amazed at them, my eyes caught this one star constellation near the horizon, and tadaa!! CASSIOPEIA!! XDDDDD the first time i saw it, i couldnt stop smiling! i cant believe i could finally see it! it was huge! and surprisingly, easily recognized. i cant believe i didnt see it before that day! so naturally, i was mesmerized.
our night activity continued until about 5.30 in the morning, and when it was nearing 5, i saw 2 shooting stars! my GOD! it's been, what? 5 years since i last saw one? XDDDD and people often associating a shooting star to a desired wish and i thought; GOD, please take care of my family (the first shooting star) and GOD, please let "them" be together again (the second shooting star). it really was a spur-of-the-moment thing. the wish came out without me really thinking about it.. lol..
and while im at it, im gonna say here, im not gonna stop keeping the faith. although the chance of them going back together is as thin as a veil now; what with the 3 of them signing a new contract with an american producer and the other 2 keeping their silences (there's more than this, but im not gonna elaborate) i dunno. despite everything (and anything, really) i'll keep my faith. even if im last one keeping it, still, im gonna keep it, as irrational as it may seems. i just cannot see the 3 without the shadow of the other two on their right side. its where they belong. the JYJ concert in DOME recently is the prove. they're so successful (a staggering 46000 audiences!) but the stage seems too big.. the harmonizations seems messed up (though some people might argue this with me. this is how i hear it, so no offense intented) the PERFORMANCES SEEM INCOMPLETE AND THEY SEEM MISERABLE. enough said. i'll support them, i really will. i'll watch Changmin's drama, i'll see Yunho's musical, and i'll anticipate what Jaejoong, Yoochun and Junsu will come up with, but its with the bittersweet feeling inside of me whilst me thinking, "I want them 5. not like this,"
i'll always keep the faith..
