farah_prong@yahoo.com.my
Hi…
Wow. It has been a long time since I updated this blog. Sorry A’an. I know that you have many things to say and write. I am so sorry for not doing my part.
I want to talk about my favourite group, DBSK/TVXQ. I know that there are some that will simply close this blog because of our obsession but I do not mind.
Well, many Cassie are aware of JYJ Thanksgiving Live in Dome last few days. Well, to be honest, I cannot watch the performance just yet. Not yet because it pained me to see that concert. I know and I am happy for them to be having the concert and please the awaiting fans and I am really happy that the concert went well. However, I do not know why, but it kinda broke my heart to see even the title of the concert. I know, I am being extreme but I just can’t. Maybe for me it means that they are moving on. It is not that moving on is bad, but maybe for me it is not the time yet. I just can’t watch the three of them because I felt that the stage is too big just for three people to be on. Well, I am being pessimist. I know, I should be happy for them and I am. But I can’t just watch the concert. Not yet. Well, I know that if I didn’t watch it now, YT will probably remove all videos by the time that I am ready to watch it but I do not mind because it still hurts to see them apart.
I know that other Cassie are happy for the three and believe me when I say that I too, feel happy or them. Gosh, it hurts to see them being apart. That’s all. And maybe I am really sad because the last time we saw them together and happy was on that stage and it was not even a long time ago, it was just at the end of last year. So, to see just the three on the very same stage that they all dreamt to be on once upon a time is just unbearable for me. I can’t see it. It brings memories and fresh wound. Well, if I am sad, what about them? What do they feel to be back on the stage; the last performance as happy family before all the turmoil begins?
Well, I am AKTF here and I do hope that miracles do happen. But for the time being, seeing them on that stage hurts me a lot.
Okay, see you when we’ll see you.
