Undisclosed Desires

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com

omo.. Farah, your writing YunJae!!!! kyaa~~~!! hehehe.. that's a first for you, right? how nice if its true.. not the non-reconcile thing, but the fact that they still contact each other despite everything..
*hugs YunJaeMinYooSu*

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Title: Undisclosed Desires
Pairing: YunChun
Rate: NC-17 (note: this is a yaoi fic. dont read if you dont like)

It’s lust. Nothing more.

Because the way Yunho pushes him into the matress, eyes close, sweats dripping, teeth clenches. It’s all lust. His musle ripples when he holds his leg further above for better access and when he hits there; Yoochun thinks, it’s all lust. His hands roam; touching his surface. Touching everywhere. The caresses are soft without missing the hint of urgency. The pound. The need to reach there. He just have to reach there; where they will be transferred to heaven; however brief it might be. He calls him then. Yoochun.. and whispers sweet nothings when his face is at the hollow of his neck. To smother him and Yoochun knows that it’s all lust.

So why is there a gaping hollow in his chest?

They’re friends with benefit.

Whether it is for the sake of band. Or for the sake of their situation NOW. Tangles together, sweats, come, hot breath, fucks. Yunho thinks that they’re friends with benefit. Benefit it is when he traces the line arch of Yoochun’s neck. So beautiful. So graceful. Even with the dripping sweat there. He feels like licking it, and does. Benefit it is when his hands roam throughout his whole body. Every curve, every sensitive spots without missing a beat and he feels liek smirking when he hears the moan. Yoochun’s loud during sex and he likes it. When he enters and soon finds that bundle or nerve, it’s.. unexplainable. The pleasure isi unbearable that he follows soon after; filling him. MARKING HIM.

But how could he? When they’re only friends with benefits?

They never kiss.

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Inspired by this fan video by kyo331@youtube. this is currently my favorite song!! XDDDDD

Missing You

by farah_prong@yahooo.com.my

Good for you A'an...hehe...he is worth to drool and lose blood for.

Well, today, I have a 'courage' to write a fan-fiction and after seeing and reading about the news of PC (press-conference) between HoMin and Samsung with James Cameron.

Missing You

As I peered from the curtain at the backstage, I can see that you looked so radiant and my heart aches. There is some sort of hole in them now that you are gone. I can't talk to you the way I used to and seeing you with him makes it even harder for me. I guess jealousy is really a bitch. It eats you alive and burns you with agony. I know that we all treated him like a baby because he is our maknae but still, I do not like to see you laughing and touching him. It pains me to see you so happy. I guess that you can say that I am a bad person for wanting to see you suffer just I am now. I am bad aren't I?

You can't see my pain cause I can hide it very well. True man never cry right? Yes. I said that and I know that better. I am a good actor aren't I? I can hide it very well right? I guess that the crying can come when I act. I am glad to see that I need to cry in some of the scenes in my drama cause that is the only time I can cry publicly. You do not know that I too cry right? You never see me cry in the open like this. I want to scream, I want to cry out loud so that you know that I am suffering too. We all are.

You seemed so happy now. Your skin glows with it. Your smile; that beautiful smile with that white teeth of yours should be mine to see and have now. I guess that we need to take different and difficult path. Yunho...I miss you. I know that we will be together soon but when is soon? I am tired of waiting. You called me and asked if I could just give up and reconcile with the company but I can't. We have come to far to stop now without making it difficult for everyone. Yes, I am selfish for thinking that but why can't you join me? I always wonder that and I always wonder whether my decision to do this is ever correct. But we have taken the path. WE know what will happen and we will accept it. I miss you a lot though.

Suddenly my eyes clouded and my cheeks feel hot. Something is streaming down my face. I looked at my hand. Pearly white water is coming down...I guess that my heart is too overflowing with them so they need to come out one of these days.

'Jaejoong-ah,' pat someone from my back.
'We need to go. I think our fans spotted us,' said Yoochun.
'Yeah, we should go. Here,' Junsu handed me a Rayban so that the red-brimmed eyes can be covered up.

I take a last look at your face when you gave your speech and smile. We will be together soon and we will come through the rain. The sun will shine soon.

I know...that might not be good enough but it has been a while since I last write a ficcy. Do forgive me for that.

Okay...

See you when I'll see you.

Take care

Changmin notices him

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com

Great, Farah. Congratulations. so you might want to call the hospital now since i've lost a bucket or two worth of my O plus. Aren't you glad? <__< size="1">not that i'm complaining.. *is bricked*

Su, you're growing up too fast!!! D;
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And yosh! another ficcy~ ^^

Changmin notices him.

He notices how his face is deep in concentration, with frowns that nearly bound together. He notices how his lips twitch once in a while, probably thinking of the answers to a particularly hard question. Notices how his beautiful fingers (very beautiful he notes with slight awe) dances furiously across the answer sheets, answering questions that he, himself has already finished (he is not in the advance class for nothing), but Changmin’s contented with just that; watching his hands. He also notices his mouth; the pout which would accompany every frown that he makes. And when it comes to his mouth, Changmin cant help but to notice the small love mark mole above his lips which would quiver once in a while, following the earlier pout. Changmin likes to see the twinkle in his eyes, especially during when his face is basked in the morning sun (he feels like shielding his eyes for some reason). Thus it also highlights his pointy nose. His face is beautiful . He is beautiful.

Changmin is thinking of finding his tissue to nurse the drool on his mouth when his body suddenly shifts. And he turns to his right.

Changmin freezes and blushes furiously.

Yunho sees him. And smiles. That fucking white-teeth-small-eyes-and-all kind of smile.

While adverting his eyes, Changmin feels like head-desking himself (aside from feeling lightheaded and warm). Being caught staring red-handed by the subject of lust affection himself is not what he would call being discreet. As if he is not obvious enough, he feels Jaejoong’s kick by his chair and hears Junsu’s obnoxious fake cough just a few seats behind him. They mush have noticed his stare towards Yunho to do those, then. Changmin feels like killing himself.

Well, that, and trying to stay compose by pretending to stare at his already-completed answer sheets, searching for possible errors. He nearly jumps on his seat when a small crumpled of paper falls on his desk. He takes it, eyes widened curiously and looks around.

Yunho is grinning from ear to ear; his fingers forming he signature “peace”.

Blushing furiously (again) he opens the crumpled paper, only to find his stomach drops a few miles (if possible).

“Wanna have lunch with me after this?”

Changmin’s heart pounds erratically. He feels hot all of a sudden and already, a faint sheen of sweats form on his forehead. His gut (heart) screams at him “Yes, yes, yes!”. Thankfully, his mind still works its function. He looks sideway and finds that Yunho is still grinning at him but now there is something hopeful in his smile and eyes. Oh, gosh, it’s his heart again “YES, YES,YES!!!” and unconciously, his head moves fo form a tentative nod.

To Changmin’s great surprise (and everyone else in the classroom), Yunho stands up and punches his fist in the air: a victory.

Changmin chokes on his saliva when the teacher’s duster makes contact with Yunho’s face.

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Homin's my bias, so.. ^^;; *salutes*

Intoxication

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

Okay...

Warning: This blog content is  and can only be understood by fangirls or TVXQ/DBSK fans. If you do not want to read drabbles and spazzing and girls screaming about boy band, get out of here okay.

For those who wants to keep reading, I need to warn you that I am in fangirl's mode. So I will be as pervert or as crazy as a fangirl can be. 

You can still choose to stop reading now.

Warning Warning: Contents are rated as mature and 18SX and others.  

You can stop reading now.

You can say that I am a perv or something... I don't mind (well, I do mind but not that much I guess)

Junsu's new PV (Promotional Video) is finally out. For those who do not know Junsu, well, he is one of the most talented singer in TVXQ. Not to say that others can't sing but I guess Junsu-chan is more than that to some extend. But they all are great singers and dancers. 

When Junsu wants to release his single, honestly, I was not so interested. It is because I am so biased towards Yunho so I refused to look at other members in TVXQ/DBSK. Well, I guess that I can't do that anymore. That 'promise' was broken when I ogled at Jaejoong's pictures in AnAn and now drooling over Junsu's new single; Intoxication. 

The PV is a crime. Junsu is a criminal. How can he be that sexy and hot? It is too hot that it bothers me a lot. And I cannot stop from replaying that video over and over again. Now looking at the lyric, my face burns with shyness. That lyric is so provocative and so is his dance but I am not complaining at all. I feel like I want more and more. 

Aah~ My Junsu-chan; the angel has changed so much. Where is the cute lion-angel boy that I once knew from TVXQ/DBSK? That sexy dance...that husky sexy voice...it is driving me mad...

Okay, his video and romaji lyric.

WARNING: Will cause nosebleed and loss of blood.

Xiah Junsu - Intoxication (romaji)

uhhh, oh, all right
Baby, baby, come on come on, come on come on come on
Chiisaku furuwaseruyouni kasaneau hadaha oh baby

Yubisaki sagashiatetanoha Deep inside deep inside, deep inside crazy
Touch you baby nandomo Squeeze you baby, let me feel your madness
Stroke you like a arpeggio yeah yeah

Tell me watch you want, hey hey hey hey
Tell me, do you want me, oh no no no
You say baby now I know that you want me
Oh no iwasetaiyo baby now
Kiss and touch me, taste and touch me baby
Nugi chirakasu make love
I can touch me, keep in touch me baby
Soreha Intoxication

Yubikara karamete karadajuu made himitsuno mitsuwo mitsuketeyuku
Shitataru tsukiakari keshita shitade yureru koeni ikisou beautiful
Tell me what you want, hey hey hey hey
Tell me do you want me, oh no no no
You say baby now, I know that you want me
Oh no afuresouna baby now
Kiss and touch me, taste and touch me baby
Shitaiyouni make love
Bite and touch me, kill and touch me baby
Soreha Intoxication
Kiss and touch me, taste and touch me baby
Jirasanaide making love
I can touch me, keep in touch me baby
Hamaru Intoxication

Kotobanonai tsutaekatade kuruwasete shimaisouninaru
Mottomotto nomikomarerumade yeah

Tell me what you want, hey hey hey hey
Tell me do you want me, oh no no no
You say baby now, I know that you want me
Iwasetaiyo
Baby what you want, hey hey hey hey
Tell me do you want me, oh no no no
You say baby now, I know that you want me
Oh no afuresouna baby now
Kiss and touch me, taste and touch me baby
Shitaiyouni make love
Bite and touch me, kill and touch me baby
Mada hoshikunaru Intoxication

Kiss and touch me, taste and touch me baby
Fukaku More and more
Bite and touch me, kill and touch me baby

Source: cumiriah @ youtube & Poplez.net & soompi & tomo mama & smiley @OneTVXQ.com
Translation: smiley @ OneTVXQ.com
Special thanks: Taiyo @ OneTVXQ.com
Credits: OneTVXQ.com { One World. One Red Ocean. One TVXQ! }

See you when I'll see you!