Before and After

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

hye....
I love reading. You all might already know that. However, although the Stephanie Meyer fever had started out months before this, I never really caught it. I don't know why but at first, when I read her books, I was like;

'Oh...Okay.Her books arenot that bad. Boring but okay.'

I never really READ the books. I merely skimmed the words and most of the words usually lulled me to sleep. No offense. I was never into that books before. Then, starting from last two weeks ago, I started to read them and this is my thought;

'What? What happened next?'

and I was having books-marathon. I couldn't put that books until I finished reading all four and it took me three days without sleeping and 4 more days to finally read them all. It usually takes me a day to finish one good book but I got too intense and reading carefully and absorb all the feelings in the books that it took me a week to finish reading.

In the 'New Moon', I was sobbing and crying along with Bella's pain. The sadness just engulfed me, making me almost numb. All the time I was reading 'New Moon' my heart just ache, her feeling was so real, it tore my heart to pieces. So I was like,

'Wow. How could she survived?'

And after putting that book down, I dashed for the next book beacuse I NEED to know what will happen next. Phew!

I guess I never really wanted to read Stephanie because I figure that I was like a betrayal to JR Ward and her books. For those who didn't know, JR Ward is like a legend in vampire books. Her books was of course, very mature but loving. Thus I knew that somehow, Stephanie might capture my heart with her writings and thus, I try to avoid temptation. But I guess that I failed. I read the books and was swept from my feet. I am head over heels with this book and you know what, I might like the film. Hahaha...

Oh yes, I didn't watch the film as actually, I didn't want to admit that Robert Pattinson looks cool and vampire-like in that movie. Heck! I love him. There. I admit it already.

So, thanks Stephanie for your wonderful books.

Okay then.
See you when we'll see you.