Is It Really Over?

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

Hiyaa!!

It has been a long time since I wrote something in the blog. I just got back from the college. It is not even one week but I felt strangely lonely. It is like there is a hole in my heart. Some hole that makes me sick. (Well, actually, I am sick now but that's not the point). I am so lonely. I missed all of you. Well, A'an, if you dropped out or missing from the face of earth, I will find you high and low. You are not forgotten. It is just that sometimes, time move at a slow pace and everyone follows it. Thus, we lost track and you just assume that you are missing and abandoned. huhu...

I missed all of you guys. I hope that you all misses me as well. I am scared of one thing. I am scared that all this 'I miss you' will finally stop and we will eventually forget each other and move on. I am scared of this possibility. It had happened so many times before; the forgetting and moving on thing. It had happened during all the camps, secondary school, PLKN and others. I don't want that to happen. I mean, we actually spent three years of loving, caring and nurturing our friendship and I do not want it to be easily forgotten. I mean, there is a saying that says:

It takes one second to like someone,

One minute to know them,

An hour to love them,

but

It takes FOREVER to forget.

I think it goes like that. I stand to be corrected people. Thus, all of you are precious jewel in my life. I don't want to forget all of you. I want us to stay in contact although my mind says that it is a naive thought. At least, stay contacting each other online. Post a message or twos. Drop by and says hi. That is the least that you can do. We have been through all. The laughters, tears, bitterness, resentment, the love and care; we have been through all. It must count for something right?

Thus, here I am to ask you all...IS IT REALLY OVER?