Another chapter of my life has already gone and there's no way in heaven or hell that I can repeat it back. No matter how much I want to. The desire actually cause great pains in my chest and I dont know how to endure it. There were even times that I thought that all this are just a long and wonderful dreams. That maybe I just woke up from it. I think maybe it's the pain that made me reject the fact that all this are real and it has passed and I have to move on. This isn't The Curious Case of Benjamin Button where everything is set backwards and to be honest, I don't want it to be that way. Just think, though it had ended, it IS one of the best moment in my life. Okay, I think some senses has already kicked in my system.
Although,
Its funny how I kept on remembering all the littlest thing about the many things that we used to do before. I even miss the empty talk we'll get ourselves into whenever there was time. In between classes or even during the classes, at the hostel where we're lolling ourselves to sleep eventhough its 11 oclock in the morning, when we're having lunch together; sitting in circle and exchange some lauk between us, and even during a bath. I even miss the fights and assignments, for God sake! And the pranks, the maddening laughters.
I really, really miss all that.
Now I no longer have anything to look forward to. Usually when the term is about to start, there was this kind of expectation that I was accustomed to. What's new, what's up... Any kind to question that will start our 12 hours long conversation. Or I should say, empty talk. Another moment of sleepy-lolling. And most of all the food we each promised each other to bring. You'd think there was some kind of kenduri going on!
But no longer all of those...
It has passed and we have to move on. As long as we're breathing, time will furiously leave us. It's okay to live up the past, but never live in the past. It's not healthy, folks! So then, I would want to wish everyone a very good luck. May all your dreams, you'd be able to achieve all of them no matter what. Lets be a successful someone, ok?
All rightie! This is another one of my creative writing. It's intended to someone far away whose heart I can no longer reach.
Enjoy!
Look
There’s a star we see
It’s as far as eyes can see
Over where it is the east
It’s bright like a sun’s lightest kiss
Yes
You’re the star I like to see
You were far that I can’t see
In eventual we’d end up like this
Oblivious to the signs that I don’t miss
Look
There’s a star on the sky of gloom
Unreachable even when the earth spun
It’s clear though constantly gone
Overshadowed when the eye of the heaven shines
Yes
You’re the star when the night blooms
You’re unreachable even since this all begun
You’re there and constantly gone
Foreshadowed the ‘we’ should never have become
Hence
Stay there
Go nowhere
Never be here
Cause that’s all that you are
My star from afar
Sorry, It's simple and it sounds a bit stupid if I'm to be honest with myself. Huhu! Ah, well...
Btw, please forgive my late comeback. So many has happened for such a short while.. I have issues in keeping up with reality, what with the separation and stuffs. Sori ek, Farah...
=J
Well, that's that, folks!
xD
