Of Israel

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com


Hiyya!

Wow... Today at the workplace, I was incredibly tired. I helped the IT staff there at Cosmopoint setting up 25 newly arrival PCs. At the THIRD floor. Imagine transferring the whole thing from the first floor. And then, being new, these PCs are, of course, empty. So then I had to help the staffs installing stuffs. Not to mention, the admin works that I've hardly done yet. The practical session is just 4 days away but it seems like the closer it gets towards the end, the more work there is. Then again, be that as it may, I am satisfied. You could even say that I am happy. It was fun, really. The staffs are great and that is the REAL point. Imagine working with someone with a face of a troll. All he/she would do is point and grunt (remember this line, HP fans?? Hehe..) I would've died of dismay. Lol.

On the way home, I noticed this motorcyclist. The shirt he wore totally caught my attention. Here's what it said:

'ISRAEL DOESN'T EXIST'

I AGREE fervently.

The recent event led by these scumbags (the 2 weeks attack) have put off my sense of goodness towards them (not that I have ever felt THAT way). Every singe one of them. Did you remember this news saying how Israelis would go to their 'illegal' nation's border, just beside Palestine? Where they would CHEER and CELEBRATE every time there are bombs exploded and every time they saw another nuilding was crushed down? (which include the people in there). I mean what kind of human being who would go attacking SCHOOLS and HOSPITALS where the defences are the lowest? I am even wondering if they are really human or SOMETHING ELSE.


This is where I would go to the point where I absolutely salute the Nazis.

I watched the Palestinians in tv. I cried with them. What else should I be doing for them? I am HELPLESS. All that I can do is pray for their better future. Not to mention loathes those who had caused this.

Check out this picture I found at Google. These people are bastards, they really are.

And I also wrote them a poem.

It's hell
Smacked on the face of earth
It kills
Without pity the slightest
It demons
Pastes with the face of humans

Never one do they stop
Contemplating the sins
Counting the deaths
Admit the mistakes
Arrogance
Foolhardy
Selfish pride

Never once do they care
The shouts of mercy
Of women
Clutching over their death mates
Of children
Crying over their cold parents
Of men
Holding last on their pride

Rest assured, dear Palestinians
Be in peace
For HE have spoken
Those of terrible deeds
Of the Israelis scum
Be damn and hell with them


It's not so good. I wrote this without thinking. I was shaking with rage, what do you expect? =J


All right!
Back on the football updates!

Liverpool CRUSHED Aston Villa.

5-0

OMG!

Kuyt, Riera and Gerrard's hat trick did it!

This is so cool! Right after they flattened MU no less! I watched the game and I have to respect Aston Villa for their tryings. They played fervently. But Liverpool was aggressive in defending their goal post. They never let down their guards even when they already have 5 goals to boot and even during the last 3 minutes of extra time.

*grins maliciously*


Well, then, that's that, folks!
xD

Fearful feeling

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

Yesterday (21.03.09) my family went to the kenduri at my cousin's house at Bagan Serai, Perak. My cousin is a doctor so the wedding is extravagant but modest at the same time. All my aunties' and uncles' from the Ariffin's clan are there, so it was like a family reunion all over again.

The journey was tiring. We went back around 3.00++ p.m. and arrived at Gurun around 5.50 p.m. and there was a long queue at the intersection. At first we thought that a train was passing through but it turns out that there was none. Then, we all curses the policeman as we thought that they were doing the 'roadblocks' but then again, there was no 'roadblocks'.

All of us were exhausted and thus, all the traffic jam is getting to our nerves. However, we finally learned a horrible truth a few minutes after that. It turned out that there was an accident up ahead that caused all the traffic jam. Our blood froze to the spot as we watched the young motorcyclist that was lying cold on the ground surrounded by a group of people and police. Sadly, the young man died on the spot. To add to our horror, the motorcycle looked exactly like ours and the fact that my younger brother did not come along to the wedding makes my heart skipped a beat. The motorcycle was red in colour and the plat number is identical to ours. It was KCH 9...(something, as we could not see it clearly) but that seriously freaks my mum and my dad. My dad pointed out that it was not ours as the motorcycle's basket was steel and ours was plastic but that did not calms my mum; nor did it soothes me. So my mum called my brother and to our relief, he picked up the phone; telling my mum that he is playing football at the field near our house.

PHEW....major relief.

If that turns out to be .... Thank Allah s.w.t that it was not. I was so scared that I nearly cried. I mean, knowing how my brother drives certainly did not put anyone at ease and that motorcycle looked seriously like ours. huhu....




Unsung Hero (cont...)

My dad is not the man I hoped him to be. He rarely shows that he loves us, he rarely smiled and joked around, he is serious and he nagged. He is not the ideal father that I wanted. When I was a small child and around my teenager's year, I prayed to Allah s.w.t to give me another father and not the one that I have now. I often prayed and wished that he is not mine, that I was someone's else child. I know it is absurd to wished about that, let alone pray for it. But I do. I wished and prayed really hard. I used to imagine that my father is like the ideal father on the television. A happy, loving, caring, warm kind of father. I really wish that he is like that. But he is not.

There was a time that I got really angry with my father because he did not open my present that I bought for him on his birthday; let alone to look at it. I was pissed off and upset and as a result, I intentionally forgets his birthday every year up until three years back. I know that I am being mean, but his action anguish me and makes me feel so sad and unwanted. I bought that present because I cared and I have taken so much time and saved my money so that I would be able to buy it. It was not an expensive one, just a coffee mug and some memo that costs only RM 15. But because at that time, he was promoted and transferred at his new office, I guess that he would be happy to accept it. When I bought it, I was hoping that he would use the mug and proudly showed his fellow friends and bragged at the fact that his daughter cared and loved him. I have that picture perfect image in my head and carefully wrapped this present. On his birthday, I intentionally wakes up early and put the present on top of his drawer as he will always take a look at the drawer because all of his possessions are on that drawer. Again, I intentionally wrote a card that screams "HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!" with the capital letter and let it faced the front of the drawer so that he will looked at it and smiled; knowing that I remembered his birthday. I waited for his response, to see his brightly lit face as he walked out from the room and disappointed as he did not show any sign at all. He just walked out from the house, not looking back or even looked at me who was waiting at the sofa. I was confused. Thus, I went to his room to check and the present is still there, untouched. Then I said to myself,

'Well, maybe he is late to work,' and swallow the bitterness that I felt inside.

Guess what...two days had passed and the present is still there; sitting, unmoved and dusty from all the dust in the room. My heart was torn to pieces. He could not missed the present as he takes and put his belonging there all the time and the card was too obvious to be ignored. Unless, I have another 'dad' in the house, I could not see the reason why he ignore it. I took the present, crying silently and threw it in the bin. With that, I threw my feelings and heart along with it. I was angry, I felt unappreciated and thrown aside. I was thirteen at that time. I carried that feeling and resented him, not caring when his birthday showed up and only lavishly and lovingly poured my mother all the attention during her birthday.

All of us; my sisters and brothers always collect money and gave my mother all the presents, preparing surprises for her and our biggest and most memorable gift was during Mother's Day in year 2004. We surprises her with a bouquet of flower containing 100 roses, and a Rolex watch with our collection money. My dad feels down about it. I knew that he did. He can see that we did not celebrate his birthday, let alone remembering Father's Day. He felt alone. I can see it in his eyes. But somehow, it makes me feel happy. I know that it is cruel but at that moment, I felt happy because I think that he deserve it after letting me down.

However, as years goes by, I forgive him little by little. I figure out that although he is not a man that shows his love to his family, but deep inside, he love us dearly. My father is a hero. Yes, he have many flaws, all human do; but he is a man that sacrifices many for his loved ones. He never fails to send and fetch me home every time I come back from Kuantan. He is always there. He will come although it is very late at night or really early in the morning. He never fails to come and I know that once I got off from the bus, he will be there waiting. That thoughts makes me feel safe and loved. I never realized it before but I do think that my father is a great man. Once, my sister worked in Tesco and when he shift ended at 12 oclock at night, he will go all the way to Sungai Petani, Kedah and fectched her because he feared that something will happen to her. As for now, he waited for nearly 1 and a half hour every time, every day as I finished my practical time at 6 ++ whereas he finishes at 5 p.m. Who can do that but my father? When other father simply asked their children to take a bus or taxi, he is willing to wait hours upon hours without fails for me.

I learn to appreciate him and accept him as who he is. Now I thanks Allah s.w.t. every single day for blessing and bestowing my father to me. I could have never asked a better father than him.

Amin.

Okay then...
See you when we'll see you!

Cop magnet... or not.

By powerangers_08@yahoo.com


‘Is your car a cop magnet?’

I’ve noticed this quote recently at Yahoo!’s ‘Most Popular Auto Vehicle’ entry.

And I couldn’t agree more.

Because you know what? Yesterday, my car (eceh! Perasan…) and I had officially been bestowed our 20th compound (But in my case, its not cops. It’s the OTHER authority)

20th!
Impressive, huh? *cringes*

Let us all count how much money is that?

1 compound = RM 10
20 compounds = RM 10 multiple to 20
= RM 200

*nears hysterical breakdown*

You know what? I personally think that this is totally unfair (I’m not talking based on my guilty side, okeh!) I mean there are people who go to work everyday and every month of every year! How can they possibly afford buying the parking coupon for the rest of their working days!?

Let’s see if I’m being prejudice.

1 coupon = RM 0.60
1 COUPON could only last for 1 HOUR.
1 BOOKLET has got 10 pieces of coupon only.
so 1 booklet = RM 0.60 multiple by 10
= RM 6.00
1 working day = 8 HOURS.

So do you think it is fair to pay RM 4.80 A DAY for your every working day just to get your car parked safely? Just to fulfill your duty by going to work?

I do not think so.

I’ve surveyed this in Kuantan as well. Why… Oh, WHY do they only have to pay RM 1.50 per COMPOUND! It’s Kuantan, for goodness sake. And guess where I live now? Where I’ve spent almost half my life at? Where the authority there states that I’ve to pay RM 200 or the cop’ll get my throat?

MUAR, Johor.

How ironic.

In my opinion, there are other options to this problem. Either they reduce the compound amount or they could make, I dunno, a special parking tag or summat for those who got to work. Civilians will pay, for sure they will but monthly AND, again, with reduced amount, OF COURSE! They have other stuffs to pay for too, y’know.

And I am NOT paying for it. Not one penny.
Let's just see, shall we?

For your information, I have my reasons of why I have to go to my practical session by CAR and not by MOTORCYCLE where I could simply avoid this misfortune from befalling my pathetic fate.

But I don’t feel like I want to elaborate.


I’m sorry, folks…
That’s that for now.
xI

night angel

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

good night angel
go to sleep
the sweetest dream
for you i wish

good night angel
just close your eyes
the night is coming
i blow you my kiss

good night angel
your bed is a bliss
your blanket is calling
just go and sleep

I love you...

powerangers: yeah.it is a bad metaphor...hehe.but i get it.btw,it is called termites...the anai-anai is termite.hehe...

sometimes it is rather silly for us to forget simple words isn't it?i find it quite irritating sometimes as mostly,they are the words that we use daily.one time,it took me almost a month to raked my brain and find the word selimut is blanket!i know!stupid eyh?but it happens...haha...

okay then.
see you when we'll see you!

Earth Hour

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com


Bored, prongsie? Ekeke... I'm sorry for you...

I think Boredom's like that little insects that eat woods. They eat our house as well. I don't know what they're called in English, but in Malay, it's called 'anai-anai'. They silently kill our house like boredom which silently kills us.

Bad metaphor? *winces* Like I care...
=p





Oh, YEAH!
This is an add that I’ve found. It's everywhere these days and you should do well to SUPPORT it! Support the Earth Hour 2009!

Do I hear someone asking how? Well, ladies and gentleman, it’s fairly simple. On 28th March 2009, and at 8.30 pm, you got to switch off all of the lights in your house (yes, stay in the dark, folks. Oh, come on. It’s not that bad…) for merely an hour. Just an hour, and that’s it!

What should you be doing??!! You’re asking me? Oho! Just do whatever it is that you will be doing when there’s no electricity in your neighborhood. xD Day dream (in this case, night dream), sulk, take a shower, play with your hair… Brilliant isn’t it! Oh, and as for me? I’ll do my most favorite activity in the whole wide world… Zzzz… Spectacular!

Well, you get my drift.

So, support it, all right! Consider this the only redemption that you would get for all of the s**t that you have done to our mother earth… (peeing for instance… Lol)

You’re really into it? Good! Then go visit this site http://www.earthhour.org/. Offers you a bucketful of info of this thingy. Well act, dearies!


Hmm...



Ah...



Ehem...



*pinches nose bridge*



Um...



Oohh...



*frowns*



Eh...



Argh! Sorry, folks! You know, I've got nothing to say... Well, I have. But I couldn't damn well to remember it... Oh, Gosh.. *pokes own head*


Shoot me.
x(


Well, then. Talk to you later, I guess...
Hehehe...
=p

Boredom...

by farah_prong@yhoo.com.my

this boredom is killing me...
torn to pieces,
my heart is screaming...
the sourness and bitterness swelled...
the guilty pang me inside


I am bored. Well, I am bored everyday. All people already knew why...heheh...but I can't help it. I am seriously bored. Nice poem powerangers. Night market. I guess that ideas comes from everywhere and everything right? hurm...bored,bored,bored, and bored. Huargh!!!

Hrm...bout you snapping out powerangers, I think that it is normal. Sometimes, you tend to do something like that. Perhaps you are weary and tired and perhaps you are not really thinking at that moment. It usually happens once in a while. Don't worry bout it. You are not a freak for getting angry all of a sudden.

This is a poem that I liked recently. It is quite sweet.

I carry your heart with me
by E.E Cummings

I carry your heart with me
(I carry it in my heart)
I am never without it
(anywhere I go, my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing; my darling)
I fear no fate
(for you are my fate)
I want no world, my true)
and it's you are
whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
(here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life; which grows higher that the soul can hope or mind can hide)
and this is the wonder that's keeping the starts apart

I carry your heart
(I carry it in my heart)

Night Market

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com


Really, Prongsie? Hehe.. Thanks! And those are cool gadgets that you've added! You know, I've been trying to add the twitter app there but to no avail. Glad you did it! And sorry for the radio comment. Hehe... Mean no offence, I didn't. Don't you worry. I've got nothing against Hitz. Heck, they used to be my favorite. But... You know... There are OTHERS, others... One that always want to make me poke my head everytime I hears them... =p

Ahah! Since today is the day for the night market at my neighborhood, Id like to write something about it!


It's Tuesday night
As it has been
For years back
Night's gloom is nothing
Compared to this lively bright
Lines and lines
Of mobile stars
Endless and endless
Of parade feets
Horse voices of vendor
Drawing walkers by
Keen, rueful procurer
Searching where lowest haggle lies
Agitated fishes of children
Running low, swimming in sea
Countless byproducts
Tons of foods
During the market at night
As it has been
For years back


I LOVE night market! They're... I dunno... Refreshing!


ALTHOUGH!
I don't know why but for these few days I feel angry all the time. And I don't understand why. Even the simplest things could infuriate me. Like this one time for instance. My mom and I were renovating the furniture in the living room and were just finishing the last touch when my mom said something. I can't remember what it was but suddenly I could feel my whole body tremble and my vision got blurry (my biological signs of fury) and I snapped. I seriously don't know why! It was confusing and scary as hell! (I'm scared of myself, truly). I'm sure my mom never intended anything. It seems like a slight change in voice tone (high) would get me into considering that that person is mad at me and, of course, it would then trigger my anger. Just ask my brother about this. He knows only too well of my occasional mood swings (my brother is my regular victim). Maybe I'm mentally unstable!! x(


Sob2...!
That's that for now, folks...
=(

Headache

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

squished and squashed
all thoughts looming in the dark
pain that strikes
sharp and clear as a dart

the temples hurt
it sides aches
the ailment churns
it threatened to burst

the thoughts of assignment
the abhorrent of personal dispute
killing my brain cells
paralyzing the happiness neuron

The layout is kinda cool powerangers. Thanks for doing it. I am also adding in some gadgets. I hope that you will be okay with it. IT is not my forte. hehehe... Well, as you said, the practical training is almost over. However, as others probably jumping and squeling with delights of finally completing the internship, my stomach churns at the fact the report is not yet done...huhu...It is scary as hell. I got major headache thinking about it. adeh...

I just read Fana's entry entitled 'Marker or Duster'. It was hillarious. I am rolling and howling with laughter. hahahaha....Wow. For someone that small, doing something like that definitely makes my day. It was simply funny. Fana is definitely something. hahaha...I can't imagine she does something like that.OMG.Fana...thanks for cheering up my day.

I am now caught in a tangle of problems that is not mine to begin with. Curiosity kills the cat. To whoever that created the proverb, I think that he is a genius. I meddled in with something that I shouldn't and now my head is killing me. I don't want to think about it but how can I not think bout it when that person keep on bothering me? It is driving me crazy!!!! ARGHHH!!! That person just don't know how to stop pestering me. I mean, it is your problem. Go ahead and settle it yourself! DO I look like some sort of councelling person to you! Huh!!! I am tired....huhu...

What? You wanted to puke listening to other radio station? Are you testing my patience and love for Hitz.fm? It is quite insulting for you to say that powerangers...You are threading a thin ice here...I am a fan of Hitz.fm. The radio station is fun and funny. It rhyme with both of that words. Furthermore, hitz is like a senior brother to that Fly.fm k? Treat it with respect please. Who did not know Gotcha! programme? It is famous. Furthermore, the Breakfast Show with Ian and Jay Jay is a must hear programme. Although Jay Jay did not get to pair with Rudy anymore but the new pair rocks! They are still the best for me. But we have our differences and I respect you for liking Fly but don't say that you feels like throwing up after listening to other radio station.

Okay then.
See you when I see you!

Sayonara

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com


Ooh… such happiness. But weariness as well.

I don’t know why… but it doesn’t matter since my practical session is about to end! xD How many more days, eh? Let’s see… err…today is 17 and… yes! 10 more days! Can’t wait, dow… Huhu!

But, interestingly, and like I said, I could feel weariness and a little apprehension. I think I shouldn’t have had these kind of cojones. I mean, practical is boring for the most part. Although I admit the people here is nice enough. They really are. And I think I’m gonna miss talking to some of them, miss doing the jobs I usually did… but still, boringness is the most dominant part of this practical training. You have no idea. If there are jobs to be done, I assure you I wouldn’t mind them to be in MOUNTAINS. I can handle overwork, no problem. And let’s face it. It’s not like I have a husband and 5 children to tend. I wouldn’t mind going home late and I wouldn’t mind overwork. On the other hand, I’m glad of them. It makes me feel that I am doing something and that I am contributing to something. Something useful and important and I’m glad.

But IF there is no work, nothing at all and that is that. NO WORK. Nothing to do. Nothing at ALL! Can you imagine sitting around all day doing nothing? Like you know that there are other staffs working, doing their work and things but YOU, sitting at your place, just LOOKING at them doing whatever it is that they are doing? Its worst than working 16 hours straight. WORST, I assure you. Some might say that I should be glad. It’s not everyday that people go to work and find themselves nothing to work on. But NO. You would feel USELESS. Feels like you want to scream beyond recognition. You’d feel more tired than when you are overwork. It’s awful. Not only that, you’d also feel like you want to shrink into the wall. It’s shameful too. It’s like I said; USELESS.

BUT I have my own solace, you know. I LOVE to drive. Love it so much. It’s like an addict. So, my time of driving to work and driving home from work could be considered as my kind of painkiller meds. Take over cars, scream on the top of my lungs at drivers who infuriate me with their driving skills (I’m not a lunatic, don’t you worry), assume the road as F1 track… Diving is one of the best moments of the day for me, apart of sleeping at night, of course. And I LOVE listening to FLY.FM! They’re the best radio station out there! The Pagi Show and Rush Hour are my favorite sections. Have you listened to Nadia, Phat Phabes and Ben? And for the Rush Hour part, Jules and Prem? They are DEAD hilarious. They have never yet failed to make me smile my self silly every morning and evening of everyday. I tried listening to other radio stations and I find myself wanting to puke. I don’t know why. It didn’t work

Oh, yeah!

I know why I feel weary all of a sudden! It’s the future that I’m worried about. My Diploma is about to finish, I’ll get the CF and all that… but then what’s next? I’ll further my study, absolutely. And when I finish that as well, I’m gonna work. And that’s THAT. It would be totally different than what I’m currently experiencing and maybe those people are right. There would be moments that I’d feel glad that I have nothing to do at work. It’d be one of those days that I’d feel blessed (lol).

Hm… but you know what? During the past where I have considered these things, for example during my semester 1, dreading the workload that I will eventually get during my semester 5 and wondering if I can cope it, I would always tell myself this line; “What will happen just happen, and when it happen, I’ll just face it as best that I can”. It always soothes me and you could probably call it my motto. Lame and stupid, I know. But still comforting for me. And it has never yet failed me.

Well, there goes my rambling. No creative writing this time. I just feel the need to say something about my everyday lives here. Hm… Might continue it in the next pos, I guess. Hehe.. =D It’s curiously easing!

Well, that’s it, folks!
xD

Heartbeat

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

irregular...
fast...
palms sweating
breath quickening
throat dries up
head swaying...

bile rise up
cruelty shred the body open
lips quivering
hands shaking
the man has fallen
the earth swallow

it had finally ended
the gate is finally opened
the angels are finally singing
his journey had just beginning


I just read the NST today (March 16, 2009) and was shocked to see a review about Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince entitled 'Harry Potter and the Soppy Sequel'.The title was shocking enough and the news dreaded me. Why? It says that the 6th movie that just undergo a secret screening in Chicago was 'too romantic', 'a disappointment' and 'underwhelming'. Key scenes in the book have been deleted and the one that has been added was completely and utterly pointless.

To be honest, I have lost the interest to watch the movie when they changed the director. I mean, Chris Columbus is the best director ever! He had this talent to make the film looked magical and really wizardry whereas all the latest directors are just trying to make this movie a really dark (till you can't actually see anything on the screen) and gruesome. I think they are trying to get it so dark and intense till all children under 16 are not allowed to watch it anymore. I love Harry Potter, really (you can see why my email is named farah_prong rite?) but the movie is simply frustrating lately. They took out all the secenes that I (particularly) wanted to see and added those that is really useless and should not be on screen. I mean what is with Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire movie when suddenly Hermione breaks down and cries during the Yule Ball? I hate that scene. Sorry...

I was hoping that this new movie would be great when Tom Felton posted his picture of blood-bathing and gory look few days back but this news makes me feel uninterested in the movie. However, as the movie is due in July, I hope that the producer can edit and makes it interresting again.

That's all for now. See you when I see you!

He

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com


The wane on street
The day ceased to night
The end of another bloom
The post of a halt
He’s a shade

The lines wrinkled skin
The blur of visions
The turn of bones
The gauche steps
He’s old

The vacant stare
The dirt of cloth
The pavement he sat
The resemblance of corpses
He’s abandoned

The outstretch hands
The tremor of plea
The wanton of shelter
The shattered pride
He’s a beggar

The lone figure
The once father
The past other half
The precedent happiness
He suffers

The future unknown
The night hesitant
The day aghast
The past condone
He dies


You know, I saw these people everyday. I always wonder what could've made them end up like that...



O~kay... Enough on the creative writing part.
Something had happened recently and I'm extremely, I mean EXTREMELY, infuriated by it. There's just this bulletin in MySpace (you know, I DO socialize once in a while...). I simply CANNOT believe that I used to approve him of being one of my friends in MS. You know what he posted in his bulletin? Oh, my God... He used all this FOUL words against Liverpool. LIVERPOOL I tell you! The best ruddy football team in the universe and he dared to make comments on it. And not just any comment! You should have seen all the words he used. I'll highlight one of it here...

Bab1... (you know the pink creature some humans eat?)

And he implied those words to all Liverpool fans as well! You get what I mean??!! Goddamnit! Really! If he has something to say, why can't he just keep it to himself! Don't blab it around! He'll take someone's eyes' out! Me, for instance. He has gone not just a toe, but his whole frickin leg out of line. So I did what I had to do and implied of the same words to him and his frickin team. Do not judge me. I'm not childish, I tell you. It's his fault if he is a shithead and it is MY duty to remind him of THAT.

Oh, did you know? Liverpool is gonna go against Manchester United this Saturday at 8.45 PM. It's gonna be BIG, I tell you, BIG! I'll be rooting for you, Liverpool! Just go for it!!



All hail, Liverpool!!



Well, that's it, folks!
xD

hazard

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

the choking stilled
the burning seared
you tried to swallow the pain
but the heat intensified
you chased your worst nightmare
but it still taunts you in your waking dreams
you wake up and screamed
but your voice is caught within
you gasped in shock
but no one can see the wound inside
the gaping flesh
tearing and drenched
your humiliation is at the brink
you are about to explode
but no one is the to save you
and the agony and anguish will perish you in doom
and blackness will engulfed and the evil will loom
you are finally free

Wonders

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com

It's an utter bliss
Such calm
Whenever you're in my arms
Sniff of those parchment inks
The pages of pages
The lines of lines
The words
Such intensity
Requires nothing but thou free will
Demands nothing but of thee to see
The happiness
The willingness
Bury those of thou noses
Swim in the innuendos
Feel of the mundane universe
Such bliss



And this is another photo of which I came across as well!



I am very fond of it, I tell you. Really. Pity I couldn't remember the drawer's name (again, folks, this picture is not mine. Just here for public display) A wolf as the father, a cheetah as the mother, and a tiger cub as the child. I think the meaning is quite clear isn't it? Love knows no boundaries.
And why animals? I think it's because they love their kind best. Unlike us, humans. Don't you think?
xD


Well, that's it, folks!
xD

Unsung Hero

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

His dedication to his children
the hardship remains unspoken
his responsibility remains unbroken
the love is still unspoken

As tough as he might seem
A broken heart is kept in deep
A sensitive soul remain unseen
But deep inside the he split and scream

He is a man
A knight in the shining amour
The king, ruler of the land

A father
The unsung hero the children eyes...

Us No Longer

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com



This is just something that I came across earlier. I think it's amazing. It's entitled 'Snivellus Sightings'. You know what I'm talking about (at least all HP fan do. Hehehe..), and please note that this pic is not mine. The drawer calls himself (or herself. I'm not sure) 'Dumblydor'. He or she has other artworks as well. Just visit www.deviantart.com and type 'Dumblydor' on the web's search engine. This person have great artworks, really.


Hey! I know that reality series, prongs! I used to watch it with Kak Lili last semester, you know when she was back from her practical session. It was funny! I remembered hating this couple, but I don't remember their names. But the guy is pretty chubby and such an ass. Oh, and the girl is THE pain in the ass. Hehehe... Sorry. Couldn't help it. AND I remembered I like this one couple and the girl's name is In Young!. Ekeke. Never thought you'd know this series, prongsie! xD


All rightie! On the creative writing part:
This is just something I feel about summat... =)

I feel suffocated. Couldn’t breath. There are supposed to be some air around, aren’t there? Where are those air now?! Work your wonders, lungs! Breath! But why do I feel you’re no longer within me? I’m breathless. It’s hopeless.

I couldn’t look properly. My visions got blurred. I can’t see anything. Everything is in hazy. My visions are watery. Everything seems spinning. Spinning out of control. Have I gone blind? Have you left me too, eyes? Why? Blinking doesn’t help anything even when it supposed to be helping as before. Why is it so?

Oh, heart… How many pieces have you shattered into? I’m so sorry… I couldn’t catch you when you fall. I’ve held you far too high. I should have reminded myself earlier. I should’ve known. All along. Oh, heart… You’re so fragile… like a new born baby… like a glass. Forgive me…

I couldn’t feel my limbs. Hands. Legs. Chest. Where have they gone? Why do I feel so numb? We all have senses haven’t we? That is how we are able to feel. Touch. Hug. But not me. Not now. There’s no sense, anything at all beneath my neck. I couldn’t feel beneath my neck. Nothing. None. Where have they all gone?

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Where?

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Is it…

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Is it because of this?

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I think…

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Yes.

Yes, I think this is the reason.

It’s the ‘us’.

The ‘us’ is no longer. Not anymore. ‘Us’ is gone. ‘Us’ has been away and it’s never coming back. You push ‘us’ away. It left me crumbled. Ruin, not broken. Ruin.

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Ruin.

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It’s a blow. Such a blow. So hard. Til I can’t breath. It doesn’t allow me to see. It shattered my heart to millions of pieces. I couldn’t even sense my limbs. Hands. Legs. Chest.

How could you…

How…

Could you…

Now there’s no ‘us’.

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It’s only me.





Well, that's it, folks!
xD

something sweet and mushy... =p

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

Hello y'all...
hehehe...

First of all, I would like to apologize for the typo error about me mentioning that Rhage mate is Beth. You are right powerangers...it is with Mary Luce. hehehe...we do not want Wrath and Rhage fighting.

Okay. Today's topic is 'something sweet and mushy'. Powerangers knew that I am a corny and lame person. I love corny stuff eventhough people might say that it is sooooo lame and classic. I am currently watching a Korean show entitled ' Star Wedding' or also known as 'We Just Married'. It is a show where the famous Korean artists are being paired and 'married' at the show. So far, there are 4 couples in the show. They are:

1. Andy and Solbi
2. Alex and Shin Ae
3. Crown J and In Young
4. Hwangboo and Hwangjoo (a.k.a lettuce couple)

There is another couple whom I have forgotten their names. This couple (Hyundok is the husband, I think) has been 'divorced' in the show as they have no chemistry at all. I love the show but as I have poor memory of people's name, I often get them mixed up. Thus, forgive me please if I misspelled their names or actually write different names for the the couples.

This show is interesting and hillarious as the 'couples' started to know each other and try to live like husband and wife. This show is being recorded twice in a month and they only need to stay together in the house only during the shooting time. Thus, they are not really living together. They will receive one mission during each shooting and they need to complete the task. However, the tasks are fairly simple such as taking vacation with other couples, preparing love luch box and etc.

I personally favors the 'Ansol' (Andy and Solbi) couple. This is because their behaviours are completely different where Andy is the 'loving-good looking-charming-handy-can cook husband' and Solbi is the 'agressive-pushy-cute-cannot cook wife'. Thus, they look good together. However, in real life, they are not couples although the fans really wished them as one. Who can blame the fans? They are a great couples.

Okay. About the something sweet and mushy. This is not about Ansol couples but it is about the lettuce couples. They have age gap which makes their communication difficult. Hwangjoo is 20 whereas Hwang Buin is already 26. 6 years of gap. Go figure! But when they are paired together, the fans can see that Hwangjoo is getting matured as guys usually do not want to be lead by their wife, so they need to be the GUY.

In episode 26, Hwangjoo and Hwangboo needed to help out an elderly woman living at one village. This is where Hwangjoo made a surprise by singing a lyric to his wife. He is a very shy person, thus his effort is really something that should be praised. Here is his English translated song to his wife.

Honestly I didn't think I was worthy of loving someone yet...
even when I first met you...
I didn't have the confidence
So I just worried
After the time has passes...
I must have gotten used to our precious time together
Your faith in me as you always watch me by my side
I love you
I love you

The song is actually from his album but in the album, there is no lyric that says 'I love you'. He added it himself. It is such a sweet moments where you could see the sincerity of Hwangjoo in trying to be THE MAN for his wife. If you follow this show, you will be touched by this moment. Thus, start watching the show in Youtube. Type it under 'star wedding' and you will be addicted to it. Trust me.

Just blabbering... (cont.)

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com


Ahh... yes. Through this mundane finality, you have finally spoken, my dear. Nice call there, prongsie...

All rightie, readers...!
As my friend had already said, this blog is written by two writers. Myself (powerangers) and prongs (this friend of mine). Frankly, I was really excited when the time the idea of creating a blog where the two of us as THE writers occurred. I'm far too lazy to start my own. And also, it's not like ideas will pop up on a daily basis is it? Actually, prongs and I have already got our own writing journal to be honest. It's nothing speacial, just a little worn book where we both would keep in posession in turn to channel these endless creative little pieces of our mind into. Poems, short stories, anything. I had fun writing in it, really. It help me voicing what I was really feeling since I have trouble saying what I really feel. The book is nearly half full but unfortunately, we could not continue writing in it. This is already our last semester in college. I live here in Muar, Johor whereas prongs is at Guar, Kedah. Well, what do you expect? Us posting the book back and forth from Johor to Kedah and the other way round? Not possible, folks. Besides, the posting rate is a little bit over the top. Definitely not something I'd like to pay continuously for. Then the idea of a blog came and there you go.

Nevertheless, this blog that we share is going to be a little bit different than the book I told you earlier. We're going to be more flexible, the writings will cover more fields, not just poems and short stories. It could range from movie review, as I had done earlier, book review, as prongs just did, our day to day encounter, any news, breakthrough records, our good 'ol poems and short stories and et cetera. Anything. Anything at all. And all of this will be told in our own point of view. Meaning you'll get two type of opinions.

By the way prongsie, please stop this powerangers-writes-better-than-me crap. Might I remind you that we both have different styles in writing. Mine might be a little 'bombastic' as you put it, but yours, I presume, prefer simpler choice of words. It's nice, easier, and kind of like firm-whilst-gentle style. Er... that's what I thought la... Huhu. Oh, and I love your writings too. xD

And about the books prongs mentioned earlier, those written by J.R. Ward, I absolutely agree to everything she said. Ward is amazing. Though I would like to correct something prongs write about the main characters in the book and their mates. Rhage's mate is not Beth, actually. It's Mary. Tsk tsk tsk, prongsie... You want Wrath and Rhage to have the cohntehst like those in the Old Country? Poor Mary...
Ekeke... xD

Well, that's that I guess.
xD

Just blabbering...

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

All of you might notice that there are two of us. That is why the blog is called Crayzee Writers. Emphasis on the 's'. Our writing styles are not the same. I really favour powerangers's writing more than my own as i consider my writing is basically simple and not really as bombastic and powerful as hers. I'm just blabbering here. Nothing fancy to talk about.

I might say something about JR Ward. For those who did not know her, I believe that you are missing a big chance to be entralled by her books. For those who knows, you can tell how much her book series glue us for hours. She is a fabulous author. I respected her writing a lot. To be honest, I am captivated and mesmerized by her books. Her books are really sensual. I never read that kind of books before this, but thanks to powerangers, I fall into JR's beautiful writing and I am spellbounded by it. The Black Dagger Brotherhood (BDB) series is a phenomenon in the vampire fans' world. They are intense, filled with sensual quality and wonderful to be read. Though, if age restriction is being carried out, I might say that this book falls into the 18SG/SX category.

The sad thing is that when I went to any bookstores (I haven't tried Kino yet), the workers never really know about this great author. Yes, her book may not rival Stephanie Meyer to even a close shave, but with respect, please don't show that blank face to the fans of the books. It makes me feels sad, angry and confused about why there are so many people who did not know this book. The least that the workers can say is that 'Can you please leave your phone number and we will contact you once we have located the book' or etc. Don't dissappoint us; the BDB fans by saying that 'we never heard about the writer'.

I have a confession to make. I have sinned the BDB fans and JR. I have illegally downloaded the series of BDB due to the inability to find the books. Thus, I hope that I may be forgiven. It is really hard to avoid the temptation to download it after accidentally finding the books in the Net. For that, I am sorry.

JR Ward's books are unique. The series is about a group of vampires who protected their race against the lesser; a clan designed to kill the vampire over a fued that happened between the Scribe Virgin (vampire creator) and Omega(lesser creator). The group members are (not in sequence):

1. Wrath (the King) + Beth
2. Darius (deceased)
3. Thorment (MIA) + Welsie
4. Rhage + Beth
5. Phury + Cormia
6. Zadist + Bella
7. Vishous + Jane
8. Butch (newly appointed member) + Marissa

To experience the love in this book, buy it now. I hope that all of you have a better luck in finding the book because I have failed to do so too many times.

Until then. See you when I see you.
(^-^)

Book-based Movies Review

By powerangers_08@yahoo.com.my

these are based on my favourite films so far..

Twilight

The novel is great, honestly! I couldn't stop reading, I couldn't put down the book. I read it for 6 hours straight and I love the storyline. Its not so heavy, but not that light either. However, I found that most of the Twilight avid readers are girls, naturally, which is a pity. guys would find a thing or two to learn from Edward (how to treat their other half, etc..). Lol.
There are critics, mostly, disappointingly, are negative. But these critics are hardly fair, if you ask me. I mean they hardly ever read the book, and they have the guts to say that it's rubbish. It's infuriating! Why don't you measure your own clothes before you are measuring others', folks. You're embarrassing yourself, you know.
And these are the Twilight Saga; the complete journey of Edward and Bella.

Twilight
New Moon
Eclipse
Breaking Dawn

All right! back to the movie! Hm.. I'll take my hat off for Catherine. She knows just what to put and what to not put into the movie, which scene is the most important and which is not. But I can't say the same for her leading characters and how she made them act. Robert and Kristen are fine actor and actress. Robert as Edward... I mean, i nearly jump when I first found out. I really favor him. But what about those chemistry that you suppose to have when you are acting? Edward and Bella are supposed to be a couple, with such intensity that you even have to look away when they are kissing; because of the love they radiated. But I couldn't feel that when I watched Robert and Kristen on screen. Okay, maybe I'm exaggerated a little bit but just look back through the movie. They both don't act like a couple, but like any normal FRIENDS. Couldn't they at least have some chaste kiss on the forehead or something? Maybe they have a kiss scene (at Bella's room, remember?) but that's just it.
I am, to this day, still disappointed. Its not that hard to put those on screen, right? Other than Bella and Edward, then there's Jacob. Isn't he supposed to be TALL? Like, very tall? Then why's he shorter than Edward? Okay, I may be a little bias here. They couldn't have all the perfection as the book, could they? But there ARE people out there TALL enough to be Jacob. Though I have nothing against Taylor Lautner, honest. I just feel that they should have done something about this matter...
BUT! However disappointed I am, I simply CANNOT wait the second installment: NEW MOON. I hope it's gonna be great! XD


Harry Potter

Ahh... My favourite book of all times... Harry Potter. Of all the 7 books, I never got tired of any of it. Each one of the book, I've read at least 7 times. And still, I want to read more. Like Stephen King used to say, Jo Rowling is a terrific writer. Her writings are fun. She knows exactly when to be funny, when to be serious, and her writings are all true. Not the story, of course! But how each one of the characters dealt themselves. How they are feeling, how they would act under the circumstances. Jo Rowling really deserve all the praising she got.
And these are all her famous Harry Potter franchise. The start of Harry's journey until the end.

Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secret
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows.

The movies were all established under different directors, we all know that. And I have praise for each of them. They all have brought something new and meaningful to the story and that what makes Harry Potter such an successful franchise. But maybe those new elements what makes me a little disappointed. The location of the castle, Hagrid's hut, The forbidden forest... I love all of them during movie 1 and 2 but in movie 3... Gosh, what have they done? Couldn't they at least retain those settings? I couldn't remember any hills when I watched movie 1 and 2! And any eagle statue, really. This is Hogwarts we're talking about. I know movie 3 is one of the best franchise so far, but still...
Oh, yeah. by the way, I have absolutely NOTHING against ALL of the characters. They are all perfect! They fit the characters in the books perfectly. Though Ron and Hermione didn't seem that worry about Sirius hunting Harry. You didn't see Emma fuss over Daniel's safety or Rupert's freckles paled when they heard the news, do you? (in movie 3)
Oh, gosh... The 6th movie will be coming this July. I can barely contain myself! XD


P/S I Love You

This book is magical, have you noticed? Ahern makes it possible for us to believe that there are true love out there and we can hope for it to occur. It's so fun and sad in the same time. she's amazing.
and have you read her other books? If You Could See Me Now, Thanks For The Memories, etc... Those books are absolutely enthralling and like the other books that I've read, I could not stop reading them.

So naturally, I squealed with delight when I found that they made the P/S I Love You into a movie. I remembered watching it with my friends at the hostel. We could all hardly believe that we can see it on screen since we all adore the book.
But honestly, when the first time I watched it, it was quite boring. I couldn't quite point at where it's supposed to be boring but it is. However, when I watched it again, it was quite great, actually. I cried when I watched the second time, but not on the first. Maybe you need to REALLY watch it to really feel what the characters are all feeling. Like all book-adapted films, there are some alterations of course and this movie have been through A LOT of alterations. But still, it's good.


Eragon

I favor the book, I really do. Though during when Brom and Eragon are on a journey to hunt the killers of Eragon's uncle, I found it quite dreary. The journey covers most of the pages in the book. But IT has its cause and advantages. It helps Eragon to practice and maybe 'grow up' a little bit. I haven't have the second book, by the way. The one entitled Elders. I'm planning on buying it next week! Hehe..
These are Eragon's installment, though it hasn't finished yet. I'll keep my eyes open... xD

Eragon
Elders
Brisingr

The movie have cut most of the part in the book. Though it all falls into place quite satisfyingly. However, because of the cut scenes, Eragon in the movie seems like someone who is... er... Not ready into anything, if you get what i mean. He doesn't seem to grow up as much as the Eragon in the book and there are insecurities; the way he brings himself. Maybe that's what the director wants, but still...
And Brom in the movie seems young enough though in the book he's supposed to be the one supporting white beard. Kind of like Dumbledor, I suppose.
Do you think they'd make Elders into a movie? Because if they do, I'll watch it. Absolutely.


Well, these are the movies that I could find flaws in them because I absolutely love them. And it's also because these movies are adapted from books, which makes it easier to compare. I'll write more reviews soon..

Well, that's that, I guess.
xD

Love, Don't Leave

By farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

Love,
Don't leave
Never turn your back
Just stay

Amor,
yo necesidad tu,
mi corazon es tu
tu corazon es mio