Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Tension?


by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

Hiyaaa!!

Urgh! I think I am too tensed out lately...Y? Don't ask. U don't want 2 know. It is a looooong story. Trust me when I say that. However, all those tension resulted in:

Align Center
PIMPLES!

Argh!!!

Another reason to worry....

Haih~

Okay then...

C u when we'll see u...

P.S Does anyone knows how 2 get rid of them? Other than stop worrying.

Saturday, August 29, 2009

With You

by powerangers_08yahoo.com


Once again, this short story is also dedicated to them. I think it reflects their current situation; problems with SME and all, though I sincerely hope not as extreme. Enjoy!!



[YUNJAEYOOSUMIN]

With You


You are drenched from head to toe.

Let this be.

You are tired. You are weary.

I want to stop.

Tears marred your beautiful porcelain face, despite the wetness. Your hair disentangles. Your lips are blue. Your fingers are shrunken. Your body is trembling.

Let me be.

You feel like shutting everything down. Everything is attacking you from all sides. Left. Right. Up. Down. You have no room to hide, be yourself. You are insecure. It seems impossible that you’ll win.

Please leave me be.

Others are suffering too, you know that. It feels like it is caused by you. You brought the issue up. The other two agree with you. And another two know you have made the decision.

I’m so sorry.

Thunder growls ahead, as if unwilling to accept your forgiveness. You feel so alone. In this place only you know, you feel so alone; a feeling you have never felt before in this place.

Just take me away.

You choke on the sobs that threatened to leave your mouth. Your right hand clenches on the shirt at your chest, as if to clenches away the pain in your heart. Your body bows to the hurt. It does nothing.

Oh, God. Just take me away.

Helplessness drains you of rationality. Insecurity threatens your sanity. You’re falling off from a high cliff. You’re choking on the bleach. You’re stabbed straight on your chest. You’re all that.

Just take me already.



Sudden screech of a car’s tires stop your train of thought. A door being open and close. Fast footsteps coming your way.

“Jaejoong..” an umbrella over your head. You would recognize that voice anywhere. Anywhere at all, “You’ll catch a cold”

Don’t hide from me, please.

You breathe in deeply. You look at the face on your left. Yunho’s face. Half of him is soaking wet from the rain, while the other half is safely under the umbrella which is used to protect you from the rain. Sure smile graces his lips.

“How-“

I’ll find you anywhere.

His fingers brush the tears away from your face. His eyes searching yours. You know he knows of it too. He cups your cheek.

I’m here, Jaejoongie.

You clench your teeth. Your tremble gets uncontrollable. Your visions get more blurry than it already is. You touch the hand that is cradling your face. You hold onto it. You lean on it.

We’re right here.

You turn to look at the car and there are three figures standing there. The three of them are soaking wet. Each face illuminates the others. Worry. Relief. Affection. They’re smiling. At you.

We love you.

Your chest feels strangely lighter. The problems that have been bothering you to the point of robbing you of your sanity seem insignificant. Despite the tears, you can clearly see your path ahead of you. The future of anew.

“I love you too,”

Because they’re with you.







Well, that's that, folks!
xD

Eternal Memory

by farah_prong @yahoo.com.my

Hiya...

It has been a long time since I wrote my last poem in the blog. This morning, sudden ispiration comes to me.

Eternal Memory

The dropping and tinkling of rain
soft sweet moan of wind
the bed sighed and squeaked
it creaked with light sound of pleasure

Memories played like a musical lit
of sounds
vibrant colours
deep emotions running high

You in my mind
a memory that never fades
bittersweet roughness of thoughts
tears and smiles in a single frame

For we are one
and we are whole
but
now you are gone
our memories I shall hold

This memory is my keepsake
my fountain of love
eternal it will
forever it remains


P/S: yes I know, difficult to understand and bla, bla, bla...But I guess that is what cold weather and ever so silent room will do to you. It will make you emotional and delirious thinking bout new ideas. haha

Okay...

That's it for now.

See you when we'll see you.


Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Bambi's missing

by powerangers_08yahoo.com


Just my useless attempt to write fluff fic. I don't know if its working or not. You Let me know.

This is once again written based on the band that I love. All of the characters are not mine, though the plot is. Also, this is a BB fic. If you don't like it, don't read.



[MINHO]

Bambi’s missing

Changmin stares at the lonely figure sitting alone on the living room’s couch. The figure seems to be still awake, amidst the lateness of the night have gotten. Despite the ravenous hunger his stomach is currently experiencing, another feeling settles heavily in his chest.

Guilt.

~*~

(A few hours earlier)

“I still don’t get it why you’d do such thing” Junsu complained. He exchanged a look with Yoochun beside him and Jaejoong who was reading Naruto comfortably on Changmin’s bed just beside Yunho’s. Changmin ignored the comment and proceed to take Bambi out of his safe place (a.k.a. on the leader-sshi’s bed).

“It’s payback time” he growled darkly.

“Why?”

Changmin sighed heavily in frustration, “He ate ALL of the kimchi Jaejoong hyung made yesterday’s evening! Until the very last prickle!”

Jaejoong and Yoochun let out an identical snort while Junsu stared. Always, it really isn’t hard to figure why people calls Changmin a legendary food monster. His stomach is just… legendary.

“It’s just kimchi, Changmin. Besides, you just had 2 boxes of pizzas all by yourself. I’ll make you another bowlful. No need to drown Bambi in the washing machine. Yunho won’t be able to get some sleep tonight,” Junsu tried to reason with the youngest.

“Your kimchi’s not as good as Jaejoong hyung’s, although I’ll take your offer just fine. AND that is precisely my point. So our leader won’t get a good night sleep. I slept at FOUR out of hunger when he finished the food,” he stormed out of the room, choking Bambi’s neck along the way.

“Poor Yunho~” Jaejoong said in a sing song voice. Junsu smacked his head with the comic in his hands.

~*~

Changmin ignores his growling stomach and made his way towards the leader.

“Hyung,” Yunho turned to look at him. And immediately, an adorable pout graces the older man's lips. Changmin can’t believe that this is the person fans claim to be the manliest of them all. If manly refers to the fact that a grown male sleeps with his plushie deer, that is.

“Changmin ah~ I can’t sleep,” chin on his knees. Cute. This is another point that Changmin find it hard to believe about their leader. How can such simple act makes his heart flutter to no end?

“I can figure that out as much,” Changmin averted his eyes from Yunho’s stare, “I’m sorry,”

Yunho frowned, “Why?”

“IamtheonewhothrowsBambiintothewashingmachine,” the magnae looks at his feet, “and make you can’t sleep tonight. I’m sorry. I was just too hungry to think stra-“ a pair of lips claim his own.

His eyes widened.

It was just a peck, but it turns Changmin’s neck and ears tomato red. Yunho looks at him with his smoldering eyes.

“Who says it’s only Bambi that I need to help me get a good night sleep?”

That put Changmin’s stomach to a silent mode.

Not his heart, though..



That's that, folks!

xD