Recent Me

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com

Well, the title says it all. These are all the recent bits and parts of me. It's not all that details but you will get my drift; as to what I am recently doing, how lazy I've become, etc and etc. Nothing interesting, honestly. I just thought of doing something different and... jeng jeng jeng! Hahahaha...!

Lets just go straight to the point!


- Recent favorite pastime activity:


Net surfing...


- Recent obsession:


Yeah. I'm into this ONE korean band recently. DBSK.



and I'm in love with one of their members too! Xiah Junsu.


- Recent favorite songs:


Beyonce's Halo. I nearly cried during the first time I listened closely to its lyric.


Incubus' Anna Molly. This song is great. Truly.



DBSK's Purple Line. Honestly, I don't understand a word they say (I don't speak Korean!) except for the English parts. But this song captivates me from the first time I heard it. You should view the video clip. The choreograph is amazingly awesome.



Rob Pattinson's Lullaby. It's actually a piano piece and it's got nothing to do with Twilight. It's just something he compose. The piece's really captivating.


- Recent favorite tele show:


Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood. I was hooked since the first episode!


- Recent job:


My family's personal driver. I drive to anywhere they want at anytime. Seriously.



I am my mother's second in command. I can cook better now, at least. Hehehehe...


- Recent bookhunt on:


I've been searching and searching and searching and searching and still to no avail...


- Recent heartbreak:


Waaa....!!! Aku penganggur!


- Recent close friends:


My laptop; Mr. Ace, of course.


And my handset, Mr. Mad Maggot.


- Recent illness:


H1N1??!! TIDAAAKKK!!!! Kidding... hehe.. Just a minor fever.


And a butt ache. I kid you not! I think I got it ever since I fell; butt first, in the toilet the last day I was at the college (badi ker?? Huhu!). It still hurts till today. Now I'm worried something might be seriously wrong...


There goes my boring life as you can see. Isk! The oxigen that I inhale right now feels like a waste to the human race. Should be given to those who needs it more!! ='(

Hm... I think I'll consider organ donation instead...



Yah! That's all for now!!
xD

Work Hunt?! NOT.... :p

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

Hiyaa!!!

Long time no see...It is just the internet at my house again...You know the metaphor that I described the other day about the snail...Yeah, it is that slow...

I have been waiting to upload a movie that I made recently that actually reduced me to tears. BUT the internet has not co-operated with me till I finally almost give up. I guess I just needed to get on the bike and go to the nearest CC to upload it.

Well, looking for work. I am really bored now. I mean, I am just sitting at home, lazying around, doing nothing but having movie re-run, movie marathon, raiding the fridge for foods and drinks, cooking, cleaning the house (NOT) and listening to songs at my laptop. I am working up to be Gloria (Madagascar) and currently waiting for Melman (God knows who he is) to confess his feelings for me. Or I am waiting for Moto-Moto...hehehe....

Okay. I am rambling. I know. Sorry.

Okay....Work Hunt?

I went to JPN's open, walk-in interview the other day at Alor Setar. I went there with my sister and although we didn't actually meet the criteria (they wanted Diploma and both of us haven't graduated yet), we still went there. OMG! I couldn't believe my eyes when we arrived there. There are 3000 applicants (according to Berita Harian news) queuing for the interview! The police traffic actually came to control the traffic at the junction! and it was only 10 am. I do not know that Kedah have a lot of people. It was helluva long lines. They are actually queuing to get in! Wargh!!! So, all the bravado of going in and experiencing the interview died when we saw the lines of people!

But I am still looking for work. What if I couldn't get in the university? I needed a job. Anyone got any idea where to find work? hehehe...

That's all...

See you when we'll see you!

Tata...

Stars

by powerangers_08@yahoo.com

Another chapter of my life has already gone and there's no way in heaven or hell that I can repeat it back. No matter how much I want to. The desire actually cause great pains in my chest and I dont know how to endure it. There were even times that I thought that all this are just a long and wonderful dreams. That maybe I just woke up from it. I think maybe it's the pain that made me reject the fact that all this are real and it has passed and I have to move on. This isn't The Curious Case of Benjamin Button where everything is set backwards and to be honest, I don't want it to be that way. Just think, though it had ended, it IS one of the best moment in my life. Okay, I think some senses has already kicked in my system.

Although,

Its funny how I kept on remembering all the littlest thing about the many things that we used to do before. I even miss the empty talk we'll get ourselves into whenever there was time. In between classes or even during the classes, at the hostel where we're lolling ourselves to sleep eventhough its 11 oclock in the morning, when we're having lunch together; sitting in circle and exchange some lauk between us, and even during a bath. I even miss the fights and assignments, for God sake! And the pranks, the maddening laughters.

I really, really miss all that.

Now I no longer have anything to look forward to. Usually when the term is about to start, there was this kind of expectation that I was accustomed to. What's new, what's up... Any kind to question that will start our 12 hours long conversation. Or I should say, empty talk. Another moment of sleepy-lolling. And most of all the food we each promised each other to bring. You'd think there was some kind of kenduri going on!

But no longer all of those...

It has passed and we have to move on. As long as we're breathing, time will furiously leave us. It's okay to live up the past, but never live in the past. It's not healthy, folks! So then, I would want to wish everyone a very good luck. May all your dreams, you'd be able to achieve all of them no matter what. Lets be a successful someone, ok?

All rightie! This is another one of my creative writing. It's intended to someone far away whose heart I can no longer reach.

Enjoy!

Look

There’s a star we see

It’s as far as eyes can see

Over where it is the east

It’s bright like a sun’s lightest kiss

Yes

You’re the star I like to see

You were far that I can’t see

In eventual we’d end up like this

Oblivious to the signs that I don’t miss

Look

There’s a star on the sky of gloom

Unreachable even when the earth spun

It’s clear though constantly gone

Overshadowed when the eye of the heaven shines

Yes

You’re the star when the night blooms

You’re unreachable even since this all begun

You’re there and constantly gone

Foreshadowed the ‘we’ should never have become

Hence

Stay there

Go nowhere

Never be here

Cause that’s all that you are

My star from afar

Sorry, It's simple and it sounds a bit stupid if I'm to be honest with myself. Huhu! Ah, well...
Btw, please forgive my late comeback. So many has happened for such a short while.. I have issues in keeping up with reality, what with the separation and stuffs. Sori ek, Farah...
=J


Well, that's that, folks!
xD

Is It Really Over?

by farah_prong@yahoo.com.my

Hiyaa!!

It has been a long time since I wrote something in the blog. I just got back from the college. It is not even one week but I felt strangely lonely. It is like there is a hole in my heart. Some hole that makes me sick. (Well, actually, I am sick now but that's not the point). I am so lonely. I missed all of you. Well, A'an, if you dropped out or missing from the face of earth, I will find you high and low. You are not forgotten. It is just that sometimes, time move at a slow pace and everyone follows it. Thus, we lost track and you just assume that you are missing and abandoned. huhu...

I missed all of you guys. I hope that you all misses me as well. I am scared of one thing. I am scared that all this 'I miss you' will finally stop and we will eventually forget each other and move on. I am scared of this possibility. It had happened so many times before; the forgetting and moving on thing. It had happened during all the camps, secondary school, PLKN and others. I don't want that to happen. I mean, we actually spent three years of loving, caring and nurturing our friendship and I do not want it to be easily forgotten. I mean, there is a saying that says:

It takes one second to like someone,

One minute to know them,

An hour to love them,

but

It takes FOREVER to forget.

I think it goes like that. I stand to be corrected people. Thus, all of you are precious jewel in my life. I don't want to forget all of you. I want us to stay in contact although my mind says that it is a naive thought. At least, stay contacting each other online. Post a message or twos. Drop by and says hi. That is the least that you can do. We have been through all. The laughters, tears, bitterness, resentment, the love and care; we have been through all. It must count for something right?

Thus, here I am to ask you all...IS IT REALLY OVER?